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Live like there is no tomorrow....

You know. Its just not possible to do. I mean I guess it could be possible, but if you lived like there was no tomorrow for real, you would not send your kids to school, or go to work, or stop to do dishes, or save any money... Right? What would be the point? You would want to spend every last second doing what you love, not earning a living to pay a mortgage that was never going to come due. So there is no such thing as living like there is no tomorrow, unless maybe your about 3 weeks old.

This being said. Tomorrow is uncertain. With my life every moment is I guess. We just got a new house, we waited to make this purchase until Tims job was solid again, as last time we went to start looking he LOST his job. Well guess what... Just paid the first months mortgage and shit, as we know it, although not cat shit this time, is about to possibly hit the fan... I do not quite understand it. I have had the same job for 6 years. I have never been written up, or even hollered at. Yet in that same time frame, Tim has had I think 4 jobs and is always in trouble for something, even if its something he did not do.

I guess life without drama and stress would just feel too mondane for me. I have found it best to try to just live for today, knowing tomorrow will come and I will need money for bills, but trying not to stress over it. We will see how it works!

On a lighter, funnier note, because I like to end with those... Hannah wanted a buddy to stay the night. Lauren, her best friend with curly red hair. So Tim called her dad to ask. No one was home (or they are avoiding us) and the machine picked up.

"Darrin, this is Tim. Hannah was wanting to speak to Lauren, when you can, give us a call back. Bye.". Hannah is a bit cranky that no one picked up so Tim decieded to amuse her, the way Tim only knows how. He stuck out her finger, and well, you can probably guess... Yeah when she grabbed it he farted.

"Ewe Daddy!!!" She says! "well you pulled on my finger!!, Pull it again" So of course, Hannah being Hannah, she did, and he, well yeah, again. Lovely. Hannah chose at that point to leave the room, because she has good ideas a lot of the time, she's a smart cookie. Soon after she leaves, we hear this sound... It is the answering machine saying time is up on the message... Yeah. Tim never hit the END CALL button. Needless to say Hannah's little friend has not phoned back yet.

So lesson to learn here. Make sure you have hung up the phone, before you play a game of pull my finger. HA!

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