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17:40

That is the amount of time, that it takes me, to run/walk a mile. Sound good? NO! OH my. Endurance has never been my strong suit. I am going to overcome that though. I can already jog for 2 min. When before getting to sixty seconds about killed me. I want to be doing a mile in under 15:00 before the end of this month. I think that is doable. I hope it is!

What made me decide to hop back on track, or at least take a step forward? My pants are getting too tight! My BIG pants! I am NOT I repeat NOT going to buy a larger size of jean. So my only other choice is to lose this weight! Smaller pants, I am all up for buying ;O)

What else? I want to run a 5K. I wanted to run one before, but I was not ready and it rained the day of the 5K and I was afraid to do it alone. This time, I will have a friend, and I am starting to prepare now, and I can do it!!! I have to do it, or else what will I wear? Sweatpants? Pajama bottoms?

Kids. Ahhhh. My kids. Today was one of those not so bad days. Kitty had a vet exam, got shots, and now he's pissy :OP The kids however, got along, pretty well, most of the afternoon. Hannah drew a picture, of herself, "watering her plants" With flowers and a rainbow. I think its so cute, how little girls all draw pictures of their world filled with butterflies fairy's and rainbows... oh yes and eyelashes :) I wish I could see the world through their eyes again.

Destiny starts school tomorrow. "real" school. A "public" school. A BIG school. She said " a little" When I asked if she was nervous.... Truth be told I am scared to death. A big school means I do not know everyone, more bullies, more preps, more well just more of all that bad stuff! It also means a big cafeteria, lunch I do not have to pack, a choir room the size of half the school she used to go to. Like all things there are good and bad.

A cop, roams the halls of the school all day. I guess this is supposed to put most parents and ease, but it scares the living shit out of me. In my day, which was NOT long ago BTW. Cops were not in the schools. Neither were guns, or not that I was aware of... But then I seen butterflies and rainbows back then didn't I?

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