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Its not always 50/50

 Sometimes one person has to hold up more weight than the other does. Lately I feel as though I am that person holding the extra weight. Lately I have been wishing I was not that person. I feel like I am being spread a bit too thin... I also feel like no matter how many times I try to explain myself, it does not matter.

 So I will just keep waiting, and hopefully eventually someone will come and take a few books off of my stack. Take a load off. Help me out. Chip in. You get it? I am sure you do. Now if only other people did as well.

 God doesnt give you more than you can handle. I wonder sometimes if He thinks the load he's giving me is being more evenly distributed than it is... Maybe he can review my case :)

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  1. LizNovember 9, 2010 at 2:51 AM

    There is a bible verse...can't remember which one, but it's basically. "God will never give you more than he thinks you can handle." And as he knows everything, he really doesn't have to think about it. He obviously thinks (knows) you are awesome, so just go with it and do your best. :)

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  2. LizNovember 9, 2010 at 2:55 AM

    OK..it's not actually in the bible...I just googled it. But it is a well known saying and I still believe it. Look at the story of Job. Not everyone could have handled that, so not everyone gets treated like that! :)

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  3. ClorissasueNovember 9, 2010 at 9:54 PM

    I believe it too, but sometimes it FEELS like too much... KWIM? I trust its not, but it can still feel like it is.

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  4. ClorissasueNovember 9, 2010 at 9:54 PM

    He knows me better than I do :)

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