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A three day long headache.

 That is what I have had. No it has not been continuous but it goes and comes right back. I think its stress. 99% positive its stress. Money issues suck. Especially when I am the only one dealing with them. The kids "need" new clothes, and bobby pins, and headbands and this silly band, and new mattresses. The car needs new tires and brakes, preferably before winter hits.

 Then what happens? The rat dies, Baileys last rat. Then... Just to top things off, the cat comes in the house, and its apparent something is wrong with him. That something... He's been hit by a car. Of course its after hours for the Vet so ER vet it is. and 700.00 dollars later, its take him to your vet, now that we have stabalized him you... Gee thanks. Are vet bills tax deductible?

 So after we cough up another 600-700 dollars we do not have (thank god for care credit http://www.carecredit.com) Paulie will be having his back leg amputated come Thursday morning. He's lucky I suppose, that the leg is his only injury... He is expected to make a full recovery. I am not sure what would have been worse, but seeing as it is only his leg, and only money I could not see just having him put down. He has many years and about 8 lives left in him!

 Then add on top of  all that new stress at work. I am just fed up with just about everything right now. Lets just say I think someone is being very unfair to me there, and I just hope Karma is the bitch I always hear about her being... Because I want karma to kick some ass!

 Then of course there is the kids. Flipping out about the cat, having lives regardless, homework, spelling tests, grades, friends, drama.... I am not sure I am going to make it, and next week, dear lord, next week the little 2 are off school for "break" hold me!

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