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OCTOBER FIRST!

 Wow. Just starting October and I have already started filling in the calender with apts and things. Sheesh!

 Today was Promise's ortho consultation, again. She has lost 2 baby teeth and her big teeth are being HARMED By the way they set in her mouth so braces are needed sooner, not later. Go figure of the 26 points needed for Arkids to pay, she has 22. Apparently OVERBITES get the most points and that, is the only thing Promise does not have.

 Yes its going to be a lot of money and I was REALLY hoping that we could pay of Destiny's before having to start paying on Promises, but I cannot, simply cannot let her teeth be ruined, and I can see self esteem problems in her already, she sometimes tries to hide her smile, and I hate that. I cannot wait, simply cannot WAIT to see her smile all straightened out! I am excited! OH and I also get to torture her with TURNS OF THE EXPANDER HAHAHAHAH. :)

 So the day before Halloween, "hallows' eve" she will have them put on! WOOT! Another monthly payment added to my never yet started budget. At least he's no interest and he DOES allow payments. Oh and he's hot. Have I mentioned that? :)

 So not only that, but she will have 3 times to go this month to get the process started. Fun fun. Then I have parent Teacher Con. this week as well, tomorrow actually. AND the kids are out of school Tomorrow, AND all next week. Woot?! Yeah. Uh woot. hmmph.

 I have also made an apt. with myself. EVERY DAY I will sit down and I will make a plan for the next, what to eat, and keep it with in my "points". I am going to try weight watchers again, are you kidding, no meetings, I don't have the money. I know how the points work and I am trying it out. It seems easier than calorie counting right now. I get 23 points a day, that is how fat I am. UGH. I really just feel out of shape, completely and it sucks. So every day, stay within my point range, and also to work out. WORK OUT CLORIE. I feel so much better when I do, yet some how I always make up excuses NOT to.

 I have done this before, and I can do this again. I am almost ASHAMED To see people I have not seen in a while, I know I said that before though too. I think I have gotten to a point now I am ready to do something about it, at least, God I hope so.

 So here's to a new month, a new me, and a new attitude and soon for Promise, a new smile :) YAY OCTOBER!

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