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Possibly the worst day ever

Not really...I know that it could have been worse. My family is safe and healthy and alive.... it was just this day where everything seemed to be shitty.

Was up late. 5am a cat wakes me up to be let in...almost back to sleep....ANOTHER CAT crying at the window. Feels like I just fell back asleep and the alarm goes off...like always I hit snooze....only apparently I didn't hit snooze because I wake up when I'm normally leaving for work.

Get to work late, obviously. No coffee no breakfast. Bosses son exclaims how he can tell I had just woke up. Get set to work and spill freezing cold water down my bra....who needs coffee?!

After that I think....everything's gotta look up from here! Grill out have a friend over ....go to fireworks ....forget my phone. Can't. Find parking....skim a storage pod thing with my passenger side door.... get. Giant headache. Finally park....get to fireworks have to pee....wait in a 30 min line....my stall has no paper. Yup. NO PAPER!

almost miss fireworks as I'm getting done getting shaved ice. Fireworks show was short and hidden behind jerks who stood in front of us and trees. I did however get that yummy shaved ice I've wanted since the one I had there last year!

Get home headache from stress and. Missing caffeine this morning....bailey goes to shake up a frappe ... the lid is not. Screwed on and it gets shaken all over me....so yeah.  Today was grand.

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