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So I am a bitch

 Everyone who knows me well, most likely already knows that. If you don't know that, then you don't know me all that well! I am a bitch. I admit it. I care, but I care in ways other than most do. I don't want to hear you whine or cry... I'll get you something to make you feel better, but don't make a big deal out of it, or I wont do it again... Just take what I gave you and STOP WHINING. lol.

 So it does not help that this has GOT to be my PMS week. I am certain of it. Then dumb shit has to happen to get me aggravated. Every time. I guess I am hyper sensitive to annoyances during "this time"

 Lets see what has bugged me the past few days:

 Damn kid at work, who ALWAYS walks on his tiptoes.
 Customers at work standing right in front of the SEAT YOURSELF sign, asking "oh do we just seat ourselves?"
 Customers who come in 99 times a year, always order the same thing but always ask for a menu to order that SAME THING again. If I CAN REMEMBER what you order, you should too!
 Being the only one who cleans the bathrooms (at work and at home)
 Laundry, it just pisses me off. The kids dont put it up when its clean and I wash the same damn thing 100 times when its been worn 2 of those times.
 My dogs getting in the trash, with full bowls of dog food out.
 Little neighbor kids that threaten to KILL my kids and will not get out of the yard when asked, stating they were "Not asked politely to leave"
 Making dinner to have a kid turn up there nose as soon as they smell it and ask if we have hot dogs
 When my kids do not pick up the yard
 Oh and my biggest current bitch

 My phone will not work!!! It will not charge, the charger port is bad, I guess. I am ordering a new battery charger (external) and battery I hope it works. I am lost without my phone. No alarms no appointment reminders. LOST LOST I TELL YOU!!!!

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