The oddly normal life of Clorie

I wish you were here...so I could tell you about the naan bread I made with my first Indian dish. I wish you could come to destiny's graduation. I wish you could see how beautiful promise has become. How tall bailey is. I wish you were around to take him hunting, he really wants to go. I wish you knew how smart hannah is. I wish you knew how much I love you.....how much I miss you all the time... I wish you wouldn't have drank. I wish you were still around. I wish I had just one more moment.

Sometimes, in the store,  or driving down the road....ill see someone who looks like him....or a yellow truck like his. For a split second I think is that ....and then I realize it can't be. I hate it. Its like losing him again. Making tamale pie for tomorrows dinner. I wonder if he ever tried it. I'm certain he would've told me about it. I wish I could run down the road and let him have a slice.  I haven't blogged in a while. Life has changed quite a bit...things are still crazy as ever....life still goes on!